My dumb ass journal.

My favorite place on the web is this..

this will be my journal .

here i write my pure, rotten thoughts with no remorse.

old entries (2024/2025)

• Thought #1 14 Nov, 2024. hate being here. I hate the laws, rules, physics, and everything that bounds us to be slaves to reality and things making sense. I want to be free. I don't like being human. I hate all humans. They're all the same. They're all predictable. They're all dumb. They're all not real. I hate them. Everything they say I already know They're gonna say.
• Thought #2 14 Nov, 2024. Why do I have to think? Why can't I be like an animal? Why are humans cursed to this horrible reality? Why are humans different than most animals? Why are we the way we are.
• Thought #3 14 Nov, 2024. I just want a miracle to happen. I want something to be weird for once. I hate normal.
• Thought #4 14 Nov,2024. Being independent is overrated.
• Thought #5,14 Nov,2024. I don't want to die I just don't know why. Why.
• Thought #6, 14 Nov,2024. Do I even have free will?
• Thought #7 14 Nov,2024. Why do humans expect so much from me?
• Thought #8 14 Nov,2024. I think I'm insane.
• Thought #9, 14 Nov,2024. I absolutely HATE reality. Why are others perfectly happy in this stupid world where everything is the same?? We go to school, we work, we die. IT NEVER CHANGES. we're so different from animals and I HATE IT. LET ME OUT.
• Petscop notes, 2 Feb,2025. Petscop -Garalina company label is rotated wrong in intro. -Intro has a nostalgic and sad (when looking back) kinda undertone to it. -Paul does not talk during the intro which makes it seem like it's actually a intro to this almost like the calm before the actual storm. -the video says it's one hour and 6 minutes and 30 seconds long but is actually only 9 minutes and 8 seconds implying that there was more footage that wasn't shown.
• Rylan Meredith, 9 Jan, 2025. Blackmail methods: he pissed in his sink in the basement, he admittedly doesn't take showers, he plays Fortnite, he cried over Brandon being mean to him, his father doesn't exist and his so called "father" basically step father is a drug addict, he's a bit on the overweight side, he doesn't have much friends, most of his friends were fake, he harassed Brandon over something he did in the past which he regrets, he's a bad friend and a friend-stealer, he's controlling, he's a flat earther and has a very low IQ. Location: 251-273 Quigley Rd Birth: 2011 June 29th Snap: Rylanyt2057 Roblox display name: CLT_trixyboo Roblox username: Rylanyt2057 Cringe games he plays: Blade Ball, Kill Monsters Simulator💥 (catnap thumbnail) Cringe avatar: Abs and tattoos on rblx avatar, no face with shadow, slender "I'm so mysterious" ahh hair Discord: Fireshot (?) Crimes: He stole things without permission, he manipulated someone into stealing, he death threated someone, he has physically assaulted before, encouraging suicide and bad behavior, cyber bullying (constant) Appearance: Chubby, usually wears sweaters, has brownish blonde hair (?) (Mostly brunette), he is light skinned, brown eyes Status: Alive Occupation: Student School: Lyndwood (Mental health program) Friends: 2 Enemies: basically everyone else in the program (not even teachers like him) People he lives with: Mom, 2 Little Sisters Age: 13 Mental conditions: Anger Issues, Brainrot Disorder, Retarded Disorder Sexuality: Straight Love interests: None Personality: Annoying fat whale Religion: Catholic/Christian Country: Canada City: Hamilton Humor: Brainrot and Fortnite stinky discord mod humor Gender: Male Sex: Male Pronouns: Fat/Whale (He/Him) Weaknesses: Size, Weight, Anger, Being Spammed, Gullible Advantages: None